And now you read, now I can publish it?
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"How I wished that Jacob Black had been my brother! One of flesh and blood brother, so that might have some claim on him and me free of any remorse. God knew that he had never sought to take advantage of Jacob, but I could not help thinking that the guilt I felt at that time meant that he had.
More Moreover, he had never had any intention of loving him. There was one thing he knew for certain, I knew in the stomach and into the marrow of their bones, knew it from head to foot, I knew in the depths of my empty chest ... Love gives others the power to destroy.
I had broken beyond all hope.
But I needed to Jacob, I need like a drug, he had used as a crutch for too long, and was now more engaged than he had planned to be back with anyone. Not bear the thought of hurting and could not stop it. He thought the time and patience I would change, and I knew that, though it was a total mistake, I would stop trying.
was my best friend. Would always love him, but that would never be enough. "
(New Moon, p.122-123)
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