Suffering. I do not usually suffer, time is short for these things and my memory too. Within that, however, there are two ways that I may have to suffer.
1. The suffering that I caused: Tonto. When I feel it's my fault, when I'm wrong, when I am confused. When the possibility of hurting someone again is great and I do not want. I give many turns to the solution in my head. But really no solution? Perhaps it is easier to end that atrocity mental sooner, maybe another time I rushed too much. Such time and maybe ... I am a gray puff at that time, a mist that does not support anyone who prefers to be alone and take refuge in their mental cobwebs. That does not leave, preferring to keep thinking. Do not smile so much because there is less reason to smile, just think ... I am suffering, and hurt.
2. The suffering that I cause: Ideal, practical. It costs me more than the number 1, it hurts more, more and stuns can feel that I have pieces of glass inside. Sometimes I cry, though rarely. Terrible hug me for two seconds, the exact time to inflate my pride and do as he does not have bits of nothing. So maybe I am better person than I was ever. Maybe I get up early in the morning and I strive to be good with my friends, for letting me have fun and have fun with them, I strive to read, pay attention to classes, to fulfill the promises that I do and I do. I am more and even better, because I should not let anyone ruin that. (Well, with myself sometimes I can not fight).
* should hurt more often.
1. The suffering that I caused: Tonto. When I feel it's my fault, when I'm wrong, when I am confused. When the possibility of hurting someone again is great and I do not want. I give many turns to the solution in my head. But really no solution? Perhaps it is easier to end that atrocity mental sooner, maybe another time I rushed too much. Such time and maybe ... I am a gray puff at that time, a mist that does not support anyone who prefers to be alone and take refuge in their mental cobwebs. That does not leave, preferring to keep thinking. Do not smile so much because there is less reason to smile, just think ... I am suffering, and hurt.
2. The suffering that I cause: Ideal, practical. It costs me more than the number 1, it hurts more, more and stuns can feel that I have pieces of glass inside. Sometimes I cry, though rarely. Terrible hug me for two seconds, the exact time to inflate my pride and do as he does not have bits of nothing. So maybe I am better person than I was ever. Maybe I get up early in the morning and I strive to be good with my friends, for letting me have fun and have fun with them, I strive to read, pay attention to classes, to fulfill the promises that I do and I do. I am more and even better, because I should not let anyone ruin that. (Well, with myself sometimes I can not fight).
* should hurt more often.
